I seem to post a lot of things about "what I am learning" or "what God's teaching me," which is indeed a huge part of life, but I have not said much about days like today. Today was a normal day with extraordinary features. Everything about it seemed to contrast with yesterday. Yesterday was a windy day with bursts of down pouring rain. Today the sun was shining and the breeze blew but gently. The clouds in the sky were like the sheep that dot the fields. Yesterday I was tired and lacking in creative drive or ideas. Today I was well rested and full of new thoughts. Yesterday I was discouraged about finances and today I was greatly encouraged by God's ways and timing of providing. Everyday is new. Everyday is ordinary and yet also extraordinary.
Taste of Ireland: Even though I hate the thought of eating a little lamb, well made lamb stew is so good!
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
An Invisible Line
Travelling between North and South Dakota does not reveal
drastic differences in lifestyle. In fact, not very much is different in terms
of culture or customs. In contrast, the differences between North and South
Korea would be drastic. Distinctions between Northern Ireland and The Republic
of Ireland are somewhere in between (although no where near as severe as
North/South Korea). For starters, Northern Ireland is a part of the UK and the
Republic is not. I won’t go into the politics because I don’t entirely
understand it all myself, but this distinction effects the way of life across
the border.
After only one visit to the North, the difference in economy
was notable. The cars on the roads and in the car parks were generally more
expensive brands, models, and/or year. The shopping centers were bustling with
people and no one was worried about heating their homes. The greatest
difference I would like to note is in the evangelical population. The lunch we
attended after the service of a church in the north had more people than if all
the members of two local churches in the Republic came together. Contrary to
popular belief, the Republic of Ireland only has about 1.5% Evangelical
Christians. Over 90% of the population claim Christianity as their religion [Operation World],
but especially in recent years, ritual, guilt, and social norms have taken
precedence over true relationships with Christ.
It is sad to see how desperately lost so many people are.
The fact that there are massive congregations just an invisible line away makes
me think about how many lost people I ignore across my own invisible borders. I
don’t know how to resolve the issues that lie between people of each nation nor
do I have a right to say how things should change, but as a member of the body
of Christ, I will say that there is a need for unity within the church in this
nation and across borders. Junior used the story of the four friends who
brought the paralyzed man to Jesus through the roof to illustrate the church
[Mark 2:1-12; Luke 5:17-25] . We must come together with the common goal of
bringing people to Jesus. We must work together just as the friends carried the
man and walked together. There will be obstacles that come in our way, but
faith in the power of God will prevail. It can be uncomfortable to step outside
of our Christian bubbles and see that there is world outside our doorsteps that
still needs the love of Christ, but it must be done. After all, Jesus came to heal
the sick, not the healthy [Matthew 9:11-13].
Taste of Ireland:
The typical way to take a cup of tea is black tea with a lot of milk (seriously
it’s like they are having tea with their milk) and some sugar. Don’t forget the
bikkies!
Sunday, April 7, 2013
Hours Well Spent
In the days leading up to Good Friday, when we began our
Easter outreach, I spent most of my time cutting cardboard and paper into
shadow puppets. I was determined to finish making everything in time to use for
Easter and so I ended up staying in the office working until eleven the night
before we left for Carlow. I managed to finish enough that the show would work,
even if a few minor details were missing. The first few runs of the show were
slow since none of the puppeteers had seen what they were to be doing, and I
myself had not seen everything together apart from in my head. After several
times going through the show, it was more or less ready to be seen by the
public eye. Unfortunately the only time we were actually able to perform it however
was on Good Friday in front a few church folks.
Looking back on the week, I am surprised I am not
disappointed despite having spent so much time putting the pieces together and
then not being able to share the results with many people. We didn’t have the
right audience so I knew the time wasn’t right. And even though only a handful
of people saw the actual show, the experience of creating something for the
first time was one I can only be proud of. The little taste I did have of
sharing it with others made me all the more excited for when I do have the
opportunity for more people to see it and in the mean time, I want to make it
the best I can make it.
Another reason I am not disappointed is that I think the
many hours I spent working on this prepared more for the week in a new way.
Like times before, much of the outreach was spent on the Big Red Bus allowing
people to come inside for a cup of tea or coffee and a chat. We had kids
programs planned, one of which was the shadow puppet show, but little of it was
used since we had very few kids come during the week. That being said, most of
the ministry was in conversations with youth and adults. Unlike the other
outreaches I have been part a of, I had good conversations with people
everyday. That is not to say I didn’t do anything on previous outreaches, but
this time I was less hesitant to approach people and bring up the gospel. This
could just be time making me more comfortable, but I really think it is greatly
due to how much time I spent on the shadow puppets. I didn’t have time to worry
about “what am I going to say to people?” or “how am I going to share God with
them?” For days all I was focused on was The Tale of Three Trees and in turn
the amazing yet simple story of Christ coming to this Earth then dying for us
on the cross. Through pieces of cardboard and paper, God reminded me that I
need to look to the cross, and I need to trust in Him. Again and again I talk
about trusting God, but it is something I am learning in new forms everyday.
This time it was for strength, strength to continue on in His work, strength in
His words and not my own, and strength in his unfailing love.
I am so thankful to everyone who encouraged and pushed me in
this new direction and I can’t wait to share with you all the final results.
| A glimpse of the final product |
Taste of Ireland: If it is dry outside, the Irish will be
outdoors, even if it is three degrees Celsius and windy. I was outside the
other day and a child ran by excitedly and yelled with glee: “IT IS DRY
OUTSIDE!!!”
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Wednesday, March 20, 2013
St. Patrick's Day
I did not really know what to expect on St. Patrick’s Day. I
knew it was a big holiday here, but I didn’t really understand why it is
celebrated and to be honest, I don’t think most Irish people do either. The
general consensus is that Ireland is celebrating St. Patrick. From there the
facts and reasons sort of get muddled up. They know he “chased the snakes from
Ireland,” but that isn’t even the reason he should be remembered. St. Patrick
brought Christianity to Ireland, chasing away paganism and he used the shamrock
to explain the holy trinity. Most people just look forward to the copious
amounts of alcohol and parties. – Side note. I wonder how much money people
spend on this night alone. - Our way of participating in St. Patrick’s Day was
walking through the parade with our big red double decker bus, a cross, and
tracts. We passed out the tracts to people watching the parade and then parked
the bus on the street later that night. The bus became a focal point for
conversation and a beacon of hope as people moved from one pub to the next and
passed by people who were completely sober on St. Patrick’s Day. For those who
were really intoxicated, I am not sure how much of the conversations really
stuck, but there are always people who remember and question. Personally, I am
not good at speaking to people, but I can at least pray for their souls and for
the seeds that were planted in their hearts to take root and grow.
Taste of Ireland: The first St. Patrick’s Day parade was in
New York in 1762.
Wednesday, February 20, 2013
The Tree of Past, Present, and Future
A week and half ago, we participated in a mentoring clinic
that was focused on how to develop good mentoring relationships. The week was
mentally draining to say the least as we covered a lot of material in a condensed
period of time, but it was also a great learning experience. We talked about
the importance of listening and not just hearing. We looked at people’s
learning styles and personality types. And we were given a number of tools that
can be used to get thoughts, emotions, and ideas from the heart and the back of
the mind, to the forefront. One of those tools was a “life map.” It is an ideal
tool for developing self-awareness as well as helping the person mentoring to
see where the person is at and how they see themselves. In order to gain a
better understanding of ourselves and get the full effect of the exercise, we
each made a life map for our own lives. The idea is to map out all of the
significant events in your life, whether positive or negative, and explore the
circumstances or events that may have shaped you into the person you are. Some
people mapped out their lives as a timeline or on a graph, but I chose to go
for a more symbolic approach.
This is my life as a tree. There are two large trees around
me, placing myself in perspective. I am still young, literally and spiritually.
I have my roots planted, but I still have a lot of growing to do. My life is
not quite bearing fruit, but there are buds, signifying I have some impact and
I am on my way. I am far from perfect, but I know where I have come from. When
I look at this tree and see the life I have lived, I see what has been
important to me. At first, I was embarrassed to be among others with more
developed stories than my own. I thought eighteen years (fifteen of which I
actually remember) made my life less credible. On the contrary, my life is full
of meaning and purpose. I am not ashamed of who I am and I cannot wait for what’s
ahead.
My roots will go deeper
My limbs will stretch higher
My leaves will grow and fall away
Towards heaven I’ll grow for towards heaven I go
To be with my King someday.
Taste of Ireland: Most secondary schools (age 12-18) have what is called "transition year," usually before the last year of secondary school. This optional year is focused primarily on developing non-academic skills.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Itching Fingers
Do your fingers ever just itch to make something? I want to lock myself in a studio and make beautiful things like this. I have ideas already for an Easter story and in my head it looks so cool, but although I consider myself an artist, I cannot draw. These people used a lot of raw materials and didn't actually draw very much, so maybe there's hope!
Tuesday, January 29, 2013
A Hard Heart
I am currently reading through the book of Exodus and I have
continually come across something that was rather puzzling at first. The
beginning portion of Exodus is about God delivering the Israelites from slavery
in Egypt and how He does so through Moses and Aaron. The story is quite dramatic
and enthralling with frogs and gnats emerging from nowhere, people getting
covered in boils, and not a single Israelite being plagued when all the
Egyptians suffered, but it was not until after the tenth plague that Pharaoh
let the people go. Even then, he was reluctant. This is where my confusion set
in. The LORD said to Moses in Exodus 7:3-4, “But I will harden Pharaoh’s
heart, and though I multiply my signs and wonders in Egypt, he
will not listen to you.” Throughout the following chapters, a similar
statement is repeatedly made (Ex. 7:13, 22; 8:15, 19, 32; 9:7,12, 34; 10:1, 20)
and at first I could not understand why. Why would God harden Pharaoh’s heart?
Didn’t He want to set His people free?
I was so consumed with this question, that I
missed the answer in plain sight. Verse 5 of chapter 7 says, “And the Egyptians
will know that I am the Lord when I stretch out my hand against
Egypt and bring the Israelites out of it.” Exodus 10:1-2 says ”Then
the Lord said to Moses, “Go to Pharaoh, for I have hardened his
heart and the hearts of his officials so that I may perform these
signs of mine among them that you may tell your children and
grandchildren how I dealt harshly with the Egyptians and how I performed
my signs among them, and that you may know that I am the Lord.” How could
I even miss it? Of course! Why does God do anything, but for His glory?
By hardening Pharaoh’s heart, God had opportunity
after opportunity to display His almighty power. He also made it so the
Israelites could remember how God delivered them from Egypt. At first glance,
it seems almost unfathomable that something negative could be used for God’s
glory, but victory comes with a defeat. In our daily lives, it is especially
difficult for us to see how God will use some of the situations we are in for
His glory. He can heal someone to show others his power or even simply to remind
us of how dependent we are on Him. When things in our lives go wrong, we flail about, stress out, and almost always fail to see the good in the situation. The verse from this morning’s team devotions
ties in perfectly: Psalm 46:10 says “Be still and know that I am God. I will be
exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the Earth.” He will be exalted,
whether we see how or not. He tells us to stop worrying, stop trying to take
control, and stop relying on ourselves. Be still and know He is God.
Taste of Ireland: Even though it has been quite
stormy as of late, according to the Irish Meteorological Service, Ireland’s average number of wet days (days with
more than 1mm of rain) ranges from about 150 days a year along the east and
south-east coasts, to about 225 days a year in parts of the west.
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